White 02 (Snowflake Cruelty)

Iamtooeasilyannoyed.Iamarrogant.Iamcruel.
Imockwonderfulthings.
Ilackcompassion.Ilackwarmth.Ilackkindness.
Iamscreamingagainsttheprisonofmyskull.
Iammean.Iamintolerant.Iamstubbornandunwillingtomove.
Iamhamfistedandheavyhanded.
Iamunimportant.Iaminsecure.Iamuninteresting.Iamineloquent.
Iamnervous.
IamawreckatthebottomoftheSea.
Iamworried.Iamfitfull.Iamugly.Iamstupid.Iamwastingyourtime.
Iamahypocrite,abastard,aliarandacheat.Iamathief.Iamaterribleperson,awretch.
Iamweak.
Iamacoward.
Iamsick.Iamlazy.Iamslow.
Iamploddinganddimwittedandworthless.
Iamaconiving,backstabbingpileoffilth.
Iamalwaystired.Iamalwaysfallingapart.Iamalwayspooledinapuddleofsoppynervesonthefloor.
Iamaloser.Iamascatterbrain.
Iamobsessedwithdeath.Iamterrifiedofdeath.Iamalways,nightandday,thinkingaboutdeath.
Iamdreadfullyboring.Iamfrighteninglydull.Iamincapableofasingleoriginalthought.
Isuck.
Iliveinasickeninglystupidinternalworldofcloisteredneurosisandidioticfear.
Iamtoobullheadedtovisitthedoctor.Iamtoobigacowardtovisitthedentist.
Iamgoingtowitheraway.Iamgoingtocontractanawfuldisease.
Iamgoingtobeinvolvedinsomesortofdebilitatingaccident.
Iamgoingtobecomeanamputee.
Iamgoingtodie.
Iamparanoid.Iamirrational.
Iamtooemotional.Iamtoofragile.Iamtooselfaware.Iamtooselfobsessed.Iamtooselfcentered.
Iwillneverwinafight.
Iamaloser.
Iamshatteredlikeaplateglasswindow.Iamwrithinginmyskin.
Iamdrowninginmyfear.IamdrowninginaSeaofdoubt,ofsickly,queasy,ruinousdoubt.
Inursetoomanygrudges.
Iamnauseousaftereverymeal.
Iamaninsomniac.
Iamtwistedinmystomach.Iamtwistedinmybrain.
Iamtwistedinmyprunish,wrinkledsoul.
Iamgrotesque.
Iamnearlyalwaysburningwithavagueandveryilldefinedsenseofanger.
Iamtwirlingthroughavoidofabsolutelyinfiniteterrors
(thekindthatseepintothedarkrecessesofthemindandgrabholdwithtalonlikeclawsintotheflesh-
(andthenperchthere,gnawing,slowlychewingthesanityawayuntilallthatremainsisabloodied-
(soiledstumpofwhathadoncebeencontentment,andnowisjustauselesstumor,ahammeredthumb.)
Iamthrough.